The initial *confusion* of what she is experiencing makes a lot more sense the way people work than a smooth gradient from sweet to bitchy, and that different touch from the usual feels almost like a nod to realism, which--makes this horrifying.
It's also one of few examples of basically-ego-death I have ever enjoyed as a result. It works for me as someone who normally doesn't like ego death because you go so hard on the bikini itself seemingly being agentive. It's not inert, it's a force, if you fuck with it, it fucks back, and it's extreme enough to work. Like yeah, that should FEEL fucked up to read, right?
The initial *confusion* of what she is experiencing makes a lot more sense the way people work than a smooth gradient from sweet to bitchy, and that different touch from the usual feels almost like a nod to realism, which--makes this horrifying.
ReplyDeleteIt's also one of few examples of basically-ego-death I have ever enjoyed as a result. It works for me as someone who normally doesn't like ego death because you go so hard on the bikini itself seemingly being agentive. It's not inert, it's a force, if you fuck with it, it fucks back, and it's extreme enough to work. Like yeah, that should FEEL fucked up to read, right?
Makes me feel a little sick and a lot horny.